I've forgotten how strange it is to sleep alone on a Friday night.
I guess I won't really be alone, I have my kitty with me.
It's time that I start relying on myself for security. There won't always be someone there to comfort me, to make me feel safe. It's up to me.
On another note; I am wearing my Darth Vader shirt. It makes me happy. And I'm tired as all fuck, I need to learn to sleep better.
you see someone's interests on facebook and it includes "troubleshooting" and you go "awwww."
Yes. I just did that. It was cute though...
Hooray. I am spending Saturday night sitting on the floor of my dorm, alone, crying.
Yesterday at the gym after I did my ab routine I swear I could start to feel individual abs. I'm starting to see more muscle on my arms and shoulders I think, too. And my stupid calves are gettting too big, and I'm not even working the inside of my thighs as much as I'd like.
I'm not trying to be all "oooh look at my body now" or anything but it's nice to see results. I'm amazed that going to the gym almost every day for a couple of weeks can produce results, however minimal they may be.
I want to use the sauna like nothing else though. I might do that Friday or something. mmmmm sauna
Also, I've been enjoying Weezer a lot lately. I missed them, Pinkerton and the Blue one are so much fun!
And hooray Obama!!!!!
My roommates were full of shit when they said they stayed up late. Lights out by 11:30.
And I'm usually the first one up.
La la la la la. I'm tired and bored and not exactly sure what to do with myself these days.
I don't have class for another 13 hours though :-) But I have to go to orchestra to cover some guys part...poppycock.
So I had my comp law and courts class today at 8:30 am in the law library. I'm really excited for a nap and stuff, but when I get back I'm all "yay it's nice out." So I go jogging instead.
Nap vs. jogging? But my endurance was a little better today and by the time I got back I didn't feel like I was about to die :-) All in all, with lack of sleep and a cold, I'm starting to feel healthier. I'm eating better and exercising. I feel good today. Now to go take a Czech quiz....
I'm having a really bad day, and it's only 10:30. I didn't sleep well because I kept hitting my head and various other body parts on every hard and sharp surface around my bed (which is everything since it's a bunk and there are rails all around it). I didn't sleep for many hours as it was because I went to sleep kinda late, and right when I got to sleep my roommate got back from a party and it woke me up. So when I finally woke up for my 8:30 class I sat up and hit my head really hard on the light. Then I noticed my phone needed to be charged and lo and behold the charger won't work for the damn thing. I tried everything! I plugged it into my computer, I restarted it, I used my roommates charger; nothing prevailed. So then I went to get my coffee and it spilled all over my lap. I keep slicing my finger tips with these stupid keys. Why do they make them so sharp? They are truly weapons.
I really don't know what to do about my phone.
And I'm outta here! It will be a pretty busy week before classes start. I have silly times with sight singing. And then Bill Gates and then bunches of other fun and exciting things.